I have to leave everything in God's hands. I have to trust in HIM fully. Have faith and believe he will take care of me and Micah-mae, always (rhymes with Amy-rae)
I have been disobedient to his will for my life and so ungrateful and selfish to all the blessings he bestows upon me continuously... so I have no right to even ask for his love.
BUT
God is merciful and gracious and delights in repentance.
I still have a chance.
Reading Ruth and Rahab by Francine Rivers has been such an inspiration to me these past weeks.
Ruth was a woman of love and hope. Rahab a woman of faith.
There stories give me strength - if they could do it with much less, then so can I.
