Last week Friday I found out something I've been dreading to accept even though deep down I knew it to be true.
I'm pregnant.
One of the biggest things I am afraid of (being a good mom) and which I'm not sure I can do (raise a happy, healthy child) is right here growing in my belly as we speak.
I've gone through a whirlwind of emotions already: Anger, Denial, Disbelief, Shock, Excitement, Nervousness, Dread, Euphoria, Scared
My fate has been sealed - I don't think I can abort my baby!
Now I have to tell my parents :(
I don't even know what to think or feel :(
Who would of thought I would have a baby out of wedlock and at 21 nogal?!
