While I was lying in bed in the early hours of the morning a thought popped into my head, lingered for awhile and grew and grew until I finally acknowledged it and realised that it actually makes sense.
I did not know what my passion is or could be but i think I've found out what it just might be.
*I enjoy reading and writing
According to friends and family - I'm very bossy and just want to control everything thus an *A-type personality
*I like meeting new people and seeing new places
*Delegating work is 2nd nature to me
*Creativity = random thoughts that consistently pop randomly into my head which I tend 2 want to do
Altogether these qualities usually make a pretty cool editor for a magazine.
something I know I could enjoy.
It's a job that is not too high up but not too low either... and the perks of having that title well... :)
Then I realised that there are not many magazines for 'coloured' women on the market.
Now I know this is needed because coloured women are as diverse as the red is from indigo in the colour spectrum
There are muslim, indian, mixed-race, dark, fair, coloured, 'gam' women that are all categorized into the singular coloured category which is just so WRONG!
Like the differences in our skintone, bodyshape and hair texture - Coloured women are a unique breed of women. (and I tell you there are many of us)
Wouldn't it be amazing if I could launch a magazine (I love being the first in everything) that would cater for the needs of coloured women in their exotic uniqueness?
We could focus on the ever-ongoing hair debate
and ask why coloured women who are unbeleivably sexy in their heyday but somehow lose themselves or let themselves go after kids and marriage...why?
We could look at beauty specific to the different complexions and facial structures...
Getting really excited here
But
(there's always a damn but!)
I have2 be patient
launching a magazine = money
so what is Amy going to do?
I'm going to work my way up the ranks and once I'm at the place I need to be and all my plans are put in place I will do this!
Not just for me but for many girls who like me, question and wonder and mull over and and and...
It will take years but I know I need 2do this!
Watch this space :)
