Fed-up.
Just so. damn. DONE.
I'm 5'2. Petite. Tiny. Cute. Small.
Called all these things and more in younger days...
But now, It's more along the lines of: Curvy, Sexy, Wholesome, Full
which we all know mean or hint at = Fat
It wouldn't be so bad, if I wasn't so height-impaired. But. Iam.
Add to that, my ideal weight should be 45kg and you have a chunky-monkey or as the self-help book I'm reading says: apple shape
(who wants to be an apple shape? It sounds dumpy and round, too round!)
I like having curves but
I like wearing a bikini to the beach more
I like not struggling to find a good pair of jeans
I like dressing without having to think up new ways to disguise my rounded tum-tum
I like walking past an old friend not whispering to myself - suck it in bookworm
So I have decided that this time, I have had enough!
I
WILL
LOSE
WEIGHT!
and today will be the first day! The Challenge is to lose 15kgs.
So far I've made bad eating choice already, but so what? It will get better in time (I hope)
Next up: varsity gym...
wish me luck!
